I’ve struggled a bit these winter months. I suffer from depression as a whole, however, the fall months are the worst. I find myself feeling very bleak this time of year. I’m often very deep in thought or cocooned in a persistent somber mood. Since right before Thanksgiving my thought processes have shifted. I’ve found myself thinking about how different Christmas is now from the way it was growing up.
Granted, I’m about to turn 32 this month I’ve discovered that with the continuous technological growth over the past twenty or so years things seem more different than they do the same. I discussed this with a former colleague of mine just recently. He too feels that there is just something very different. I find it hard to put into words but it’s as if the veneer, the nostalgia, of things once so valued has changed. To that end, Christmas Just Ain’t Christmas. Read the rest of this entry »
