This year was the first in which Christmas had a completely different feeling. I’ve since adjusted to the “surprise me” weather that we’ve gotten over recent years. But now that the economy is weak other things have noticeably changed.
I remember Christmas in Jamaica. In my youth I used to think that the Christmas they showed on television was make-believe. I thought that a Jamaican Christmas was not like real Christmas. It was always warm, there was never snow, and there was never that cozy Christmas feeling. It wasn’t until I moved back to the US that I started to feel the way I felt Christmas should be. My youthful perception of Christmas had been molded by American television. Then again, I was still a child and that feeling of Christmas was bound to change as I became older. The only thing that was important at the time was in knowing that I’d have a mountain of gifts under the tree. As long as I had more than or equal to the number of gifts my brother received, I was generally happy. Case in point, my parents had to purchase two Teddy Ruxpin bears because I didn’t like to share. Read the rest of this entry »
